Ever have one of those days when, even though you’ve been steadily loosing weight, you feel like you’ve gotten flabbier so you decide to eat light and you’re supposed to go the mall in the morning (so you can burn calories while shopping instead of fermenting at home) but your mom instead decides to stay home and buy Indian takeout because she promised your younger brother (who is now fatter than you are) that she would get some for him and you end upeating 800 calories worth because you’ve been secretly craving Indian takeout too and they didn’t have anymore keer and the 200 cal gulab jamun was just too tempting and, in doing so, you gain three pounds which means you have to go to the gym1.5 hours before your yoga class so you can burn all of that disgusting fat off and you get hungry even though you CANNOT EAT AGAIN TODAY so you take it out on a 150 calorie mug of yummy spiced cider (or mulled cider) which makes you happier because it’s awesome and cloudy today (which upon writing you look out the window only to discover that the clouds are thinning, leaving you with some of that ever present California sky which can get TIRESOME) and you realized you could have drunk 0 cal tea instead
…and you learn that one of the little babies you used to watch at the Montessori when you were volunteering died, but your mom doesn’t remember her name :(
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and the best part of your day was going to the library
xoxo
pdaervo
